I passed my clinical exam!! woohoo!! next wk marks the end of my second placement.. 2 down, 1 more to go. I think clinical exams are so unpredictable. Having had a terrible experience during my first (although i must admit, i did learn alot from my uncountable mistakes) clinical exam in may, i was dreading today's exam...so much so that i cudnt sleep past 7am and had 5x diarrhoea episodes...
My classmate said something to me later on which i cudnt forget.. 'why are u so lacking in confidence?"
hmm..good question.
isnt bcos i think im not studying hard enough ??(well we all noe u wud be a 10x better than wat u are today if u had spent all those time reading news/watching serials/surfing aimlessly onto those articles u were meant to be reading...)
or isnt bcos i have low self esteem?
i think the ans is the former.
Its funny how my supervisor actually questioned me 'why are u doing this?' infront of the patient.. well its what he asked or the way he asked that was funny but more of the response he gave afterward. I was trying to give him my rationale, but u noe.. in a very meek, n uncertain-of-myself manner.. and he said 'im not saying you are wrong. Just wanna noe why. thats all.'
Aiyah.. if they say they are not saying u are wrong, means they are saying u are wrong lah. :DD
Typical singaporean mentality. haha. Well the last i checked, my passport still says Singapore, so ppfffftttt. :P
Anyway it doesnt matter! Important thing is that i cleared another hurdle! 1 step closer to coming home!! :)
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
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Congrats! =)
ReplyDeleteThank you!!! :) still got many more hurdles to clear...sigh
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