wow.. its been years since i last spend so many hours in the library.. 7.5 hours of continuous sitting, minus half hour lunch/toilet break.. the last time i did that must have been during cedar days.. somehow i had never been able to regain that stamina ever since.. which is why i am very surprised at myself.. other than the occassional tinge of back ache (which i made sure to stand up and stretch out my back) and tiredness, the time just went by without significant agony or sense of suffering.. although i didnt get to finish all that id planned out to do, i reckon ive been more productive today than any other day in the last few weeks... lol.
exams are drawing very close.. although im feeling quite scared, i also cant wait for it to be over! So contradicting isnt it? i dont like how exams have seem to turn my life upside down... from the way i sleep, behave, feel, eat..i feel so sorry for the hell im putting my body through... i will definitely try to detox for a week after exams man..
overheard my classmate asking my tutor about PhD...the requirements, duration etc etc.. mm..i think this is it for me le... im turning 30 soon.. okay thats still a few years to go strictly speaking... but seriously, thats almost half of my life journey liao.. time to explore other things besides studying... well even if i do study again, i think i will do something else.. like finance or something.. had a module of statistics this semester and i realise that there is something about numbers that interest me.. they understand me and i understand them. We have what most people would describe as.. instant chemistry..
now i just need to find my chemistry with anatomy....
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