It has finally arrived. After 5 long months of absence, it has finally decided that it has put me through sufficient torture and worry and its time to stop.
funnny thing is.. im actually going through a pretty rough patch at the moment.. even if it decided to 'forgive' me, now shouldnt be the time, theoretically speaking.
after much deep thought and reflection, i have come to a conclusion..i guess i must have been carrying so much emotional load all these months without knowing.. And its my body's silent way of trying to communicate to me but i was deaf to its cries..
And now.. finally i have let go... i guess the internal turmoil is gone..
i guess i nv did realise how much an emotional burden it was to me..
As sad as i may be.. this is prob the best choice for me.. bcos i have finally found some peace within..
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