Tears just started running down my cheeks..out of control... i feel so out of control.. hardwork? yes tat i can put in.. talent? that i cant control.. to say i feel frustrated is an understatement.. i dunno wats wrong with my techniques.. i dunno wat i can do.. everyone seems to be getting it..but not me.
thank you for talking to me.. thank you for telling me that im good. even though i noe im not. hearing that lie, despite knowing its a lie, somehow made it alittle better..thank you for letting me feel that it doesnt matter even if i cant crack a single person after i graduate.. you will always be there for me. with me. that the whole world, entire physio world may laugh at me for my failure despite studying so much but u will not laugh.
i have never felt such utter despair like today..sitting on the grass field, with tears running down my cheeks...at that moment, i saw a rainbow in the sky.. u said its a sign... really?
if my tears are like the rain.... i wonder when my rainbow will appear?
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