Eat, Pray, Love

What a week.

Lost my voice completely for 4 days.. Went on mc for 4 days bcos there is simply no voice to see pts with.. Have nv been so bored in my life before.. This must be what they called the silent torture..

But I've recovered abt 70% of myvoice.. But we shall see how a day of work will do to it .. Lol

Last week I've been deAlt with more surprises other than waking up one morn without my voice.. Having 2 pple showing affection for you all in the same week is a tad too much for me..firstly it's the last thing I'm expecting, secondly I'm made up my mind to stay free of matters of the heart indefinitely.. Or wat they usually say in the corporate world :" until further notice...."
Both are awesome pple with great hearts.. One Ive known for years and the other I wud like to know better.. as friends..for now..

With so much time to spare during my mc, it would be a lie if I said I nv thought of this matters... But my mind n heart is nothing but a tangled mess, so I give up. I m right. I'm not ready for anything.. I need to love myself first before I can love anyone.. And even then, I may still prefer the single life.. Less complications.. Less heartache.. Less issues..

Looking forward to seeing my pts!! :)

48 hours of silence

I survived 48 hrs of silence.. Ok it's not complete silence since I did talk to pple here n there but it was as close to silence I ve ever tried before... N today the doc ordered another 48 hrs of silence for me.. Saying my recovery is too slow.. Regained abt 20% of my voice this morn :(( but now it's slightly better.. I think got abt 30-40% ba.. But tats in terms of strength.. Sound quality still leaves much To be Desired.. Still vv hoarse n coArse .. Hmm.. But I'm really fortunate to have minimal pain in my throat.. So thankful! Neither do I have fever or much Phelgm or running nose..cardinal signs of flu.. phew..

But staying at home is so boring!! ESP when I'm feel fine except for talking.. So I sneaked out today to have my hair cut n a faciAl too.. Hee wah now my face so painful n red.. The therapist squeezed so many Pimples tat I look like a red Pineapple.. Eh the description is abit funny but nvm.. I'm under the influence of cough syrup which seriously is like morphine!!!! My god it makes me so drowsy I think I dun really wan to b under the influence of morphine ever..hmmm..

Ahh the weekend is almost here.. So happy! :) I just hoPE my voice returns soon... Pls pls pls..